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This Emotional Rap Song Feels Like Healing Old Wounds in Real Time

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Heavy with emotion yet hypnotically smooth, “123” is JClay’s journey through memory, regret, and forgiveness. With mellow, meditative production and lyrics that pierce straight into the soul, the song captures the emotional loops we get stuck in—and the slow, painful, beautiful process of letting go. Perfect for those nights of deep thought, self-reflection, or quiet healing. If you’re into Future’s vulnerability, Drake’s introspection, and J. Cole’s soul-searching, 123 will resonate hard. Play this when you’re ready to face yourself and move through.

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123
123

Mmmmm
Mmmmm
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah

123
123
I still see you
All in my thoughts
I can’t block
I can’t choose
The past that I fought
Which weighs false
Which way’s true?
123
123
I still see you
123
I just can’t be
When I’m glued
To the shadows that loom
To the battles I groomed
Cuz what mattered you ruined
And I just can’t stop what I’m doing, ooh
123
123
I still see you

Sit in the dark and I’m drifting away
I know I’m not sleep but I still cannot wake
The light has gone
The nights are long
What’s forward leads back
And what’s back is what’s wrong
The future looks black
With sights unknown
I can’t sit still
I can’t be alone

My enemies
Became my inner me
Talking to you
Hey
Yeah
I ain’t myself
When I hate on the self
That is you
What do I do
Hey
Ay

123
123
I still see you
All in my thoughts
I can’t block
I can’t choose
The past that I fought
Which weighs false
Which way’s true?
123
123
I still see you
123
I just can’t be
When I’m glued
To the shadows that loom
To the battles I groomed
Cuz what mattered you ruined
And I just can’t stop what I’m doing, ooh
123
123
I still see you

Look again
The pride that you hide
It won’t let them in
To show the respect that you hold them in
Since all of your thoughts are over them
Since all of your faults are fought wit them
No wonder you under, you one of them
What they did to you, you done done to them
Withholding the love that has come to them
So it is not them that you mad at
You try to act tough like you past that
You passed that to them cuz you had that
Well have that
Plus you cannot fight what you laugh at
Yall used to be solid, you gassed that
Look what you pilot you mask that
I ask that
You forgive and you have that
Ay

Error you give when you give just to take
Hey
Ay
So what you misgive, leads to mistakes
Ay (ay yeah yeah)
Ay

123
123
I still see you
All in my thoughts
I can’t block
I can’t choose
The past that I fought
Which weighs false
Which way’s true?
123
123
I still see you
123
I just can’t be
When I’m glued
To the shadows that loom
To the battles I groomed
Cuz what mattered you ruined
And I just can’t stop what I’m doing, ooh
123
123
I still see

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